DREAM DIARY LOG

i had a dream i was in my primary school dinner hall but i was converted into a library. i was looking at the yaoi section and decided to buy a room 9 doujinshi. i was with someone who was really judgemental of my purchase choice and kept trying to snatch it from me. I also seemed to be in a perverted world. i was wearing a white one peice swimming uniform and had the mannerisms of a patheic uke. i watched myself like i was looking in a mirror and i looked like mika. The cashier started getting hot and heavy with me and made me drink his cum filled condom. i was making kyaaa ughyuuuu nghyyaaaaaa noises and seemed to get into it alot before realising i was being watched by everyone in the library. i ran away screaming kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa too. at this point i had a taste for cum and asked the man i was with {later revealed to be seiji azumi} to ejaculate on the chicken wings i had to i could eat them. Cum eater 10/1/25

i had a dream i died of cancer. Everyone was really sad {even though i never see these people in real life anymore} my mother was sad but she sent me off to the doctors to die alone. i woke up for a while after this to answer the phone and when i went back to sleep i had another dream i was dying of cancer. Everybody was being nice to me because you cant be mean to a dying person lol. i was at my old very 1st house. ok 14/01/25

i had a dream that i was taken to a square enclosed area. It started off inside but by the end it had turned into outside. i was with maybe 2 other people i now recognise as some of those league of legends arcane characters i see everywhere- but the people in this area took interest in me only. There were vageuly familiar handsome men in suits {most of them were anyways} one of them injected a syringe with pink liquid into my arm and it felt good. I remember having sex with one of the men while the other ones watched in weird amusment +== like chuckling and smiling not because its funny and not so interested that they coulldnt take their eyes off me. Another suited man injected more drugs into my arm and i was feeling great. After the affair was done i wandered around the little area i was feeling really cocky and important. I had a shorter dream where i woke up falling and came to realise that this was the future where everyone is falling constanly and just lived life like this and getting born while falling. 17/1/25

i had a dream i was raped by a teacher or manager figure of some kind. I was in a hall {my primary school year 1~2 assembly hall} and there was a man going through a list and telling us what he thought we'd be when we were older. I was very last and he told me id be a lesbian and kept asking if i was a lesbian being pushy and whatnot. i told him to stop being weird and went somewhere else. later on i was being punished for something in my bedroom by the man. He made me get naked and started spanking me at first but my butt twitched and caught his attention as he was leaving. He raped me but it felt good so i felt ashamed afterwards.My prostate also fell out. MY thighs were all wet and i was grossed out by all the fluid stuck to me. I went to tell my friend about it on discord but to keep it a secret because i didnt want to get in trouble for telling someone about what he did. Later on i was dreaming about cutting up my stomach/belly button while laying in my moms bed. It didnt hurt but there was dark and plale red lumps coming out of me and for some reason i thought id get in trouble for bleeding so i rushed around to clean the blood bits up before my mom saw it. 18/1/25

i had a dream i was sexually assaulted by my brother {of which i dont have irl} it was framed in an artsy manner. I was watching it happen outside my body kind of like i was watching a movie. I could see my torso and my brothers crotch{?} and hand moving to touch my privates. i think i was crying or at least whimpering. Later i dreamt of the song 'girls on film' by duran duran but i couldnt get the name right in my dream so instead it was called 1 million videos which disturbed me to think that the girl on film had had sex with 1 million men. I imagined a music video for it too but the girl was replaced by mika. Later again i had a dream about a pig cruise ship. It was huge and all of the structurs on board were shaped like vaguely humanised pig heads that were moving and singing. inluding weirdly shaped water slides. On board there was a pet shop with all sorts of animals. i wanted to buy a skunk. i also recieved electroshock therapy in a nice looking room with a crystal ball inside.